Spitting lemon seeds on cold tile, unwind slowly Spitting into breeze blowing hot, beams beseeching me Blowing down my innocence, what's left Blue button good luck charm, skinny nylon Scraping by, learning to fly for the first time Water, add lime, concentrate, charge a dime Another way, another time, sucker punch silence Ice for lunch, leaves for dinner, recenter self Pouring from top shelf kills just as quick as bottom I sought them, out in the night, light from green or thermal sight High moon bright and screaming, insects singing, sweetly The constant wrongs we do, means nothing to who? Disregard and destroy your dialect of self worth What really hurts is not loving yourself first