suicide.
something i think about everyday.
but i won't go through with it.
i'd have to do a lot before i could even think about it.
i'd have to write a novel, to each and everybody whom i've ever interacted with
so they know how i was feeling at the time
and what i was thinking
so they aren't left to question.
i'd have to pick a way to die too of course.
i've thought of overdosing, lighting myself on fire, drowning, heck i've thought of it all.
but which is the way i want to go
i want my death to say something, about me
i want it to lead people to questioning
how was my life?
i want it to be unique
i only get one chance to die
may as well make it fantastic.