****, man how can you enjoy the day.
There's no way you could,
always peering to how it'll end;
never just living .
Why not embrace not knowing;
why not enjoy
Always seeking the end.
**** your own will to continue.
No goal. no future.
Just the now, should be the why;
Why should the least part lived be the most important.
Expect less and receive more.
****, seriously open a door
and just open; not think what's behind it