My heart is ripping, tearing and aching. It's unfortunate beating I'm taking. It pumps and courses with pains past. Alas why does it hurt so I ask? It reverbrates with echoes of distant I love yous. Broken and taking frequent abuses. I slip into conscious thoughts of fond memories. And my smile fades when I recall what you did to me. Shadows and fragments of the woman I loved slowly decay. Sobbing and shouting my voice begins to fade. The thoughts of you remain, my hold on reality is slipping away. I loved as in a dream, I lay awake at night and listen to my heart scream. You're elegance and beauty were never compared. I dare say the walls of my heart are broken beyond repair. I close my eyes for an instant. And am so close to memories so distant. I'll be whatever you branded me, just please disappear my love and free me from this insanity.