are like autumn leaves once colorful fall and crackle under the soles of a very trodden foot like ships fill up with water and sink if it isn’t then it ain’t what was doesn’t hold anymore like a cut flower droops untouched cherrywood collects dust simply by sitting by itself why does everything lose its shine? I want it back to the way it was when it was young full of promise when the wrapping was holding it together did the novelty make it prettier? did less of it impress? in age it regressed was love the spackle that filled in the cracks? how do we get it back?