Aug 2019
Sometimes I start to cry out of nowhere.
A tear from my left eye falls on my cheek.
“What is wrong with me?” I say out loud.
I’m hoping someone is listening.
But no one is.
Around sunset is when my mood changes.
I can feel it.
Time.
Wasting away every second.
Can you feel it too?
It feels like sand slipping through my fingers.
Sometimes I stay there.
Motionless.
Looking at the ceiling for minutes.
Silence.
I stay there doing nothing.
Waiting.
What am I waiting for?
Someone.
Who is going to save me?
Nobody.
What do I want?
Peace.
A tear from my left eye falls on my cheek.
“What is wrong with me?” I say out loud.
I’m hoping someone is listening.
But no one is.
Around sunset is when my mood changes.
I can feel it.
Time.
Wasting away every second.
Can you feel it too?
It feels like sand slipping through my fingers.
Sometimes I stay there.
Motionless.
Looking at the ceiling for minutes.
Silence.
I stay there doing nothing.
Waiting.
What am I waiting for?
Someone.
Who is going to save me?
Nobody.
What do I want?
Peace.
I understand that life throws evil at you. Im trying my best to stay strong but there is so much I can take. If you are going through something don't do it alone. Find someone either a friend or a person you look up to. Please seek someone amd reach out.
