I had a dream about you.
It was like you never left, but things were
Different than before.
You held me like you meant it,
You kissed me and I could feel how much
You missed me.
You took my hand and danced me around
The kitchen and with your hand at the small of my back,
I looked at you in a way that I haven’t looked at you in 6 years,
With love and adoration.
The totality of these feelings in me, for you
Overwhelmed me to a point of tears and complete frustration.
Why couldn’t you love me this way,
Why couldn’t you look at me this way,
Why couldn’t you touch me this way,
When you were here?
You’re my past but this is a dream,
So I’ll lock it away when I’m awake and just have one more night with you in my mind.
Tomorrow is a new day and I’ll forget what I dreamt in an hour or  two.
So right now hold me, touch me, kiss me,
Like you never did in reality.
Because I need you right now and I’ll never admit it out loud,
But I miss you.
Your smile,
Eyes,
Your laughter,
Tears,
Your kisses,
Your midnight secrets,
Your confessions in the dark,
I miss being yours.
And dream you is better than waking
To reality and there being no you here with me.