**** **** real its crazy how you grow up so fast and all you really have is a memory of your past so you say to yourself is this real is this how i'm suppose to feel and you think of all the **** that you been through the good and the bad and you say wow what a life i had i came from  nothing and i went to something ive cried tears of joy and tears of pain ive suffered and ive conquered and ive feared, feared the worst feared the best feared life feared death feared nothing feared something and im still in fear seventeen years and i feel i know a little to much growing up in the world was and still is hard but i know that im still going to continue to make it im still going to continue to try i can't give up after all the **** ive been through im going to show every one that told me i couldnt make it i can im going to prove all my enimes wrong i also know in order to keep succeeding in this life that i have to pray have faith and paitcence bt in order to do that first i have to believe in me
                                                 LOVE JANNELL