It hurts me to know that a closed door
can become an open one.
and a goodbye can mean a hello.
and a closed mouth could get fed.
and a bad friendship could be a good thing.
I never understood why misery adores
company so much. why he needed her so bad.
why he needed her to fill his lungs
with Love so he could exhale Lust. why he needed
her company to make himself feel immaculate-
only to leave her feeling ***** and ashamed,
left to wash off his sins from her body filled
with more regret than the last. Yes, “Misery loves Company”
but the love he has to offer is nothing more than a
lost feeling looking for its purpose within another.
filling them with what he believes love looks
like and feels like and acts like, to later be missguided
by his own intentions.