i got a cancer,
that no one cares,
no one knows,
cause, that i choose,
not to share.

the cancer hurts me here,
this part, where
we breathe inout the air,
says there's a dark mark,
stain, that causes my pain.

i love this cancer,
is what makes me laugh,
making sure, i do,
who might i hurt?
first to know.

i take no pills,
i know it kills,
still, i will,
deal with these feel,
that i can heal.

honestly i,
lie, is all above,
there's no god, no love,
ultimate death,
die.