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b e mccomb
Poems
Aug 2019
the new normal
is this
the new normal?
yelling fights
drunkenly spilt
words that never
should have been said
crying myself
to sleep for
the third
night in a row
feeling alone
surrounded
by my
best friends
helpless
and lost
confused
and rejected
is this
the new normal?
i want to believe
this is temporary
that our tears of
anger will turn to
tears of laughter
soon enough
that i’ll fall asleep
and wake up
every morning
by your side
and won’t spend the
whole night tossing
and turning with
anxiety ridden possibilities
but maybe this
is the new normal
this is
what we
all wanted
this is
the goal we
worked towards
but miserable
is not where
any of us thought
we would be
and i knew
it would be hard
but i never thought
it would be this hard
i’ve gone through
rough patches
fought my way through
muddy swamps and
thick vines with sharp
thorns that ripped my skin
but always because
i was left there
never before because
i walked myself into it
but is this
the new normal?
pushing you away
because holding you
just reminds me
you still have to leave
i’m tired
of this
all i want is
a kiss that
isn’t given to
say goodbye
all i want is this
nightmare to end
and a new normal that
doesn’t feel like a mistake
this is what
we all wanted
but i thought
i was stronger than
the hard times
and here i am
all my resolve gone
cold and brittle
and i’m cracking
under pressure
all i want is to
take care of myself
without help
from anyone else
you held me close
and promised you would
take care of me until
i could take care of myself
but i’ve never known
any kind of tape or net
that could stop
a landslide from falling
if this is the new normal
i’ve started to wonder
what was so bad
with the old one
copyright 8/13/19 by b. e. mccomb
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