I am so very confused right now I don’t know if I should hold on or let go I don’t believe in signs I believe in second chances, but the outcome is usually the same I get hurt He may hurt but never shows it I wish I knew how to do that Why do we all want the things we cannot have Why can’t this be enough knowing that things have changed We have changed We have grown up Time has passed But something still feels the same The same old sadness when you leave The same old panic when you avoid me The same old anger when you go on asking too many questions Apologies aren’t enough The words are stale The sincerity comes off sounding phony So whats left?