it’s a cycle,
all you seem to find is pain in every place you go
every person you meet
how can you see the light,
how can you smile
when all you feel is pain in the place
you’re supposed to feel the most safe
you no longer have the will to look for it there
so you look for it outside
you look for it in others
hoping to find there what you’ve long lost
you build homes inside of them
thinking they’ll stay & be there
then when they up & leave
you’re left lost..
so lost and confused
where did i go wrong?
what did i do?
is it them or is it you..
                                      -s.a