I thought to those hands that draw my strings why do ghosts only haunt the living? Fear slithers down from the stains on my ceiling coiling thickly around my throat dripping fetid sweat from the tips of its' fangs
“To Spur You To Run”
so down the darkened hallways and out to the ***** downtown streets I flew skittering fitfully between the alleys for risk of being seen before slipping into that same empty bar great bartend, ferry me from the whispering docks ducking onto that same crooked confessional oh holy bartend save us, your sons, we fallen fiends where I am promptly handed my glass of Sorrow deliver us from evil atop a napkin wrote with print
“All The Better To Drown You With”
it seems I have forgotten if this sip or the last was bitter or sweet but it burns my eyes cracks my ribs thickens the air and in the moment I see that face out beyond the foamy waves that shore upon the dregs oh hallowed face of Judgement, it seems blackened ivy has taken root around your eyes
"Redemption's Pyre is Fueled by the Slow-Burn of Midnight Oil"
every block that I stumble by drips pooling orange streetlight onto the sidewalk which wetted feet find liquor slick and thus put nose to grindstone, idiom or no I hear the quiet Fury when you fall down far enough when your ears are planted to the earth addressing me curtly burning up through the asphalt stretching and ripping beneath my fingers she lifts me screaming from the gutters
"To Hell With Forgiveness"
I find none other than Passion standing under a spotlight on the next street corner always dreamed of becoming a star you burned out far below the heavens of the hollywood highrise she beckons me over with knowing gestures and still wound up center stage
“I Am Cheap and Love is Dead Buried With All The Other Fairy Tales” to which I respond “We Must Make Due.”
she came and left swiftly, departing with the last of the warmth in this empty room her candles doused in gasoline burn half as long but twice as bright after which I rose and went to my window and listened to the chirps of Melancholy singing of sin.