Its sadness in a sentence fragment.

Spilling madness into happening

With actual attraction 

I begin. Spilling over like the  waves

In this titanic ****

 imploding like an atom

In a nuclear reaction

I'm removed. From the attachment

Like household garbage

My equation is

Department  sanitation ****

My life a math equation

Which

Dont sum up ****

But drugs and *** and ******* angry kids

Fantasies I had

At ten.

A knack for turning

**** into an acronym

S.o h.old i.t t.ogether

***

 s.he's h.eaven i.n t.ogetherness

A s.low h.and i.nviting t.enderness

I just did 3 ******* acronyms

Using the letters *******br>

To show she's fabulous
That's why she has my kids