Do you know what it's like to not be able to look at a sharp object without thinking of the pain it could give you? To slightly press your nails into your skin when you feel anxious? Just urning for a blade? Maybe bleach? Just something relieving. I know. I can't go one day without thinking of the razor. I feel like my senses are high and ready when I hear scissors cutting paper. Wonder what they'd be like cutting my skin .. I don't want this mind you know. It's just the way I think. Some may call me crazy or* emo *But I'm jut Destinee. Looking for a way to feel something. Wanting the reminder that I am a human being and I can still feel. Can't I ..?