Welcome to a place called addiction. It's not as fun as it looks. Beneath the smiles there is only eternal sadness. Beneath the fullness there is only empty space. We have plenty of distractions. and plenty of destructions.
We're pretty easy to find. Just start following the broken road and stop once you get past markers for failed relationships and lost jobs. Keep your eyes out for the depression signs. And the constant noise of suicide alley.
There are only two roads out of town. One takes you back the way you came. The other to certain death. No need to make a choice right now.