It feels like I've lost perception of time
Almost like when I went away
So did everything
And at first
Sure, it was great
I felt loose, free, almost like
A heavy burden was lifted from me
But slowly I'm lethargic
And my body can't fix what it
Can't feel
I must confront fears
That I'm getting better where better
Is a subjective field
A subjective meal
For the heart
Emotions eaten away
And I still care for you
But not the same
So in the grande scheme of things
What matters now, when
We live, we die, in predetermined
Patterns