A quick delve into a lucid dream
a dream of complete control
Where reality is at my command everyone my thrall
A dream that so readily damaged my heart my mind and soul

Boundless wonder, my imagination
Implores the water to fall
Cloaked n masked a tall figure
Reveals a hint of what is in store
But knowledge of the unkown always
Ends up a draw

A sacrifice is on the cards
your will folded to steel
See with us connect with me
An a higher state unsealed
Intuition that hint of magic
Come forth and let ye be healed

We touch an i feel it
the connection unbound
I am lifted then dropped from 10 feet above the ground
Kneeling i was challenged my mental acuity fading
Suddenly im somewhere else an through water i was wading

A short walk i knew this place
A place id been before
But then thrown
to where i fell
Onto a hardwood floor  

Where a trio of ghosts aligned
combined they were a memory
An experience not mine become so
I witnessed
But with recognition came sorrow and to the depths of the void i go

Personified these characters
As i am i know them well
The details of what occured
They fill me with horror still
They haunt my mind
They haunt my heart
It nearly broke my will

A lustful nature of friends an smiles
Good an careless fun
Tumorous deceit inhibitions
Life is ending run  
Run
Run

Cant process what ive seen
My Mind set ablaze
Tears and blood mix with the mud as the rain begins to haze
Everything with a shiny glint of something hopeful, pain
Destiny an soulmates so fragile so clueless.
An embodiment of disdain
Brain pounding heart shattering
I was the one who chose this

Then awake startled sweating an aching
See a ghost lying next to me silent
My heart is quaking
Cracking breaking sharp jolting pain
Calls the torrent that ocular rain

Back and forth rocking
Maniacal in his delusions
Yearning for a more intimate seclusion
Pray that something seen
Is not
within the realm of realistic conclusion


2 hours have now passed
The shakes are still with me
I hope to what i have faith in
That this will not eat through me