i wish i despised you. i wish i could honestly say i haven't thought of you that the whisper of your memory didn't pervade my mind and drown out that propaganda
i wish there was more about you that bothered me i wish i didn't remember your gentle touch, those comfortable silences, how we'd giggle not because anything was funny but because we were giddy and our smiles bubbled over.
i wish he was more like you. i wish i'd met you later. i wish our paths weren't so separate. i wish i wish i wish.