As I hope to gaze at the stars by the shoreline, I’ll hope my demise isn’t too brutal in time. So what will it take for me to breathe in a better rhythm? I don’t know where this path is headed but this feels like it’s filled with sadism. I know it’s not my fate to ever find a key. But why the **** is it so hard to find myself and be me? I don’t understand why some people are so crude. Maybe that’s why the truth is always so misconstrued. So as I hope I don’t drop dead while I’m figuring out what to do, I’ll hope I can find my shoes, as I try to live in a brighter hue while I hope who I call the masquerade stops destroying what they feel isn’t true.