You tell me not to cry... So my tears i keep to myself... I doubt you'll miss me, You'll be okay. That's who you are, But I'm sorry but I'm not the same. Yes, I'm a pain. But at the moment I don't care, Cause you know you're not really fare. How hard is it for you to spare, Just a moment with me in prayer. You think i want so much, But all I want to see is your devotion to me, But I guess the buzz is better than the rest. I don't think I've had a love that is so cold. But I guess passion dies down as you get older. I comfort myself with the words... "You're going to loose her" But like birds Flying from North to South, She has something that there is no cure... I guess you've turned me into a liar too... Where i seek the comfort of a special brew, Of depression pills, allergy pills and a shot of *** or two.