Soon to be Parents

Just got the news
Congrats to you and her
But that’s all

I cant put my feelings into words
I shrugged my shoulders and thought that it didn’t matter
Good for them
More responsibility
Sleepless nights
No control of the body or bladder
Cravings
Last minutes texts
A 30 year commitment
He will probably be able to handle it now
They look happy together
Everywhere
Cheesy poses
Hats and drinks all around
She looks healthy and is glowing
Definitely not a barbie doll thin anymore
None of this should matter to me

But I cant not put my feelings into words
Anger, Annoyance Maybe even relief