It's sinks to the bottom of my soul
Like a rock in a river it flows and clutters up my insides
I never meant to feel this way, but I like it
I like to be in a world of my own
I changed
I never trusted people, but I found a person who makes me feel safe enough to share
Who makes it safe enough for me to be myself
I've never had that before
All the people before him abused me
They screamed at me, fought me, emotionally drained me.
But he's different
Funny how life can send you people when you don't expect it
When you feel like you'll never be happy again
And even though I still have a lot of  those moments, I know I have someone by my side to help me through it