How can you love me and not look at me?
Hate me and let me in?
Reject my hand but clutch my heart?
How can you tell me lies and swear they are the truth,
And treat your honesty like deception?
How can you send me away and wonder why I am not close?
Betray me but admire me?
Threaten to leave me but fear to lose me?
Say you don't care but care in spite of your trying?
Abandon me but tell me I should trust you?
How can you be so ashamed of me in the light, and so proud to know me secretly?
How do you laugh off my love in the sun but cry about it in the dark?
How can you take everything from me but insist I am a burden?
How can you give me life and insist that you are one?
How can you be so cruel and so kind?
Do I even know the difference from you anymore?
Do I even care?
Love, how can you say I am so special and act as if I'm nothing?
Do you even know what you feel? What you are? What you love?
How can you be so stupidly young, and so gloriously deep?
So selfish but so giving?
So tyrannical but so tolerant?
So vicious but so tender?
How are you everything?
And how the hell
Do I hate you as much as I love you?