How I'd like to Fade Away,
How I'd like to Run Away.
How I'd like to smash my heart,
and die so I'd be free today.



Crap builds up,
Life just *****
You don't know why,
but it's just too much.



You know the fix,
You know it's quick,
But only that,
the problems still pick



At the edges of my soul
as my eyes fade to dull
I feel as if I'm going mad
Of anger, I am always full.



Why? Why do I suffer so?
Why is it so hard to say no?
Or should I give up?
Should I just go?



I just wish that I could run
Be free of all this and be done
But I made a commitment that I won't break.
Until my mind is completely gone...