That gross inside. May you never know my test Inside a pillow talk on ambien near cardiac arrest... Shackles of a kinder prison. Keeping me in chain... Old places in a rearview left like dish soap in the drain... Trees of green the breathing sky. I wonder by design. The mountain line. Breaking the ground. Riding high. And in my mind. I find more dreams that make a man. To understand I never could be something other than me