The birds sing like it is Spring, but it’s just March. Are they confused, or is it me? I hold my hand out on my porch and breathe in-- believing, if they land on me, Seasons will change. They snicker at this, the birds, knowing for them the change was long ago decided. I want to join them almost as much as I want to smoke a cigarette and pretend to be 17 again or lose my virginity while remaining friends and travel to Germany without searching for that kiss. I want to sit in a tree and sing imagining that March is Spring.