In my state of mind I find myself dead Put me on my knees and fill my head with lead No I’m not talking bullets I’m talking chemicals Experiment in my head and watch it explode I’m my state of mind I’m just another mode For you to try when you’re bored and all alone Help end this nightmare for this isn’t my home I’m stuck in a maze and everyday it changes I see an exit but it’s always at extreme ranges So why even bother when every step hurts I’d die before I got there so bring me a hearse Because In my state of.. huh where’d that go Oops give me a sec I think it went really low I knew I should’ve locked it up sometime ago My heart hurts my brain and it starts to show So my mind likes to wander to escape the pain It’s usually out somewhere out in the rain Trying to trash the thoughts and feelings Casting out all of my evil villains I like my mind it helps me.. oh there you are It created its own little Hollywood Boulevard With everyone that hurt me as the big stars Look there goes me trying to solve everything There goes me throwing away a wedding ring There goes me crying and overthinking I’m by myself in a corner with no sympathy And here comes everyone else to yell at me “You weren’t enough and you never will be” I don’t think you guys should watch anymore Come over here and let’s go through this door Welcome to the land of Gabe’s make believe Where love and positivity just grows on a tree Oh hey you shut that door please If something got into here it could be a disease Everything beyond that door is evil and dark So let’s just start and play with this tree bark Because in my state of mind everything’s okay I just wish you could all stick around and play It’s about that time again for you guys to go It’s better for you not to see what I know I mean hey everything’s alright around here Just carefully exit out of that door over there GOODBYE