lying down with energy drained
bones too weak
my sadness is a conniving guard & i feel detained
eyes fixed upon the emptiness of the room
as i feel the air thickens around me
and there it is again
the never ending pain
i feel the knot in my throat
as it slowly starts to form
im holding back my tears from falling
everything is moving in slow motion
and the darkness of the night comes crawling
and i-
here was i waiting or more like dreading
the day it’ll all hit me back again..

                  s.a