Last weekend, I climbed Yosemite. Last night, I went to a bar for the first time. Today, my boss reminded me to send a presentation draft. This morning. . This morning. . This morning, the boy who nearly ***** me months ago. . Apologized. . He sent me an email, so I wouldn't have to see him. I've left it marked unread, despite reading it twice. . I don't know what or whether to respond to him. I don't know what I'm supposed to feel. . This was months ago, and I haven't thought about him in at least a month. . He writes that he didn't apologize earlier partly for fear of making things worse. Is this "things made worse," this panic and reminder? ? Dear boy, I know how you felt then, and I don't know what I feel now. . Sorrow. . Thank you for the apology. I don't know if I can forgive you. . I hope you are well. . Best wishes. Emily.
Not meant to be polished. An exercise in processing.