Sometimes I wish I could just disappear.
It seems I've been thinking that a lot more, nowadays.
It's feels like the darkness, whatever it is, has taken over,
And I can't even be bothered to breathe.
To fight through the pain anymore.
I don't know if I do have depression,
I've self-diagnosed far too many times.
I could be normal.
I hope so.
I want this to just be a phase,
Never anything more than a blip.
Who knows?