what to say
what to do
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i've always viewed poetry as
something to write when sad
or something to do when debating death
maybe even thoughts that are always in my head
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i never saw it as
something i could do happy
something i can think about when alive
a beautiful passion
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i want to art
i want to make beautiful words
i want to live my life in the works of art i create
i'm just not quite sure how to do that
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maybe i let my mental health symptoms act up
maybe i listen to super sad music from the 90's
maybe even go back to drugs and drinking
what about just no television, friends, or work...
like how it was in foster care?