'tis not the therapeutic night i wished for. 'tis not the therapeutic reaction i hoped for. 'tis not the therapeutic approach i looked for. 'tis not the therapeutic hug i'm still longing for. 'tis not the therapeutic gaze i look for. 'tis not the therapeutic interest i anticipated to perceive. 'tis just me being naive. no happiness should be linked to your love anymore. even tho , you is who i'll always care for. 'tis not you but none can stop this personal blasphemy, not even me.