Sometimes I wonder
Too often I linger
Bright lights
Dim fights
What has my life become?
The road ahead still looks lonesome
Thoughts of gloom
A giant wall seems to loom
Thoughts of uncertainty
And the need for safety
Conflicting ideas of the future
The "I don't knows”, I am unsure
Where am I heading?
Why am I struggling?
The dark thoughts, I've tried to discard
All I am hoping for is a fresh, new start
What is left for me to believe in?
Questions. No answers to fill me in
There once used to be this something to ignite the passion
This something is now missing and with it has gone the inspiration
Those words I'd write with all my heart
I can't find them anymore
Sad as it is
Gone is the breeze
Gone is my dream...

-02/05/10