Can I really be free Staring at the back of my eyelids when I rest Thought age would give me a leg up Little did I know it wasn't the flight of any bird I live Phoenix or not at times I still tie my ******* in a knot I crucify my ownself in my mind's marination Lifting my skinny leg to **** on a tree The apple doesn't fall far and you can see it in the lines of my face ******* away any freedom that could be had Can I really be free.