I jump over the gap between the subway and yellow line like I step over the cracks on sidewalks that hold the past in a crumpled up black and white paper as suits with faces rush by with cell phones in hands and plugs in their ears attempting to avoid the pity eye contact with the needy man laying on his grey death bed next to a baseball hat filled with worthless change barely enough for a coffee full of regret to share with the older students entering the doors of possibilities allowing them to put one foot in front of each other heads held high