Stayed in bed till 3 p.m. I feel like this could be the very end I pull myself up off the floor She doesn't live here anymore She's gone and found somebody new My world has turned from grey to blue I need to do better, I really should improve My life is like a record stuck in an endless groove My doctor tells me I could use a break I'm Not sure how much more I can take Learning to feel, trying to heal Searching for that which is ultimately real Shadows are growing longer, it's almost time for bed I sometimes think I'd be better off dead My mind's gone numb, I feel completely hollow Guess I'll call it a day and crawl back in my burrow.