I'm empty
Like the house you lived your whole life in is empty
When the last moving box is gone
And all the memories will just be in the back of your head, until they as well are gone
I'm empty
Like a new house in a new city
When everything is unpacked and moving boxes are laying everywhere, empty
The house is full of furniture, but it's still empty
All your thoughts and memories are left behind
Like the Polaroid of your deceased dog that you had hidden under the staircase
That is now forgotten 145 miles away
I'm empty
Like a school in July
I'm empty
Like the streets of a ghost town
I'm empty
Like my mind on Prozac
This feeling of emptiness is by far the worst feeling I've ever had
Because at least when I was sad, I was sad
I still had something that made me feel alive, here, breathing
Not just existing
I miss the sadness, the raw reality of being alive
Because now, all I am
Is empty