I’m Im slipping under and falling behind
So much going through my mind

Numb, I couldn’t figure out what I needed to say
So I just go through what’s hurting me in solitude each day

Life’s not, no, I’m not turning out the way I planned
It’s okay, that’s life, people say but they don’t understand

How could boys be so cruel
They threw me around and played me like a fool

Left alone in the end
Yet with them still, under my skin
Embarrassed and ashamed of what I’ve become
What have I done, what have I done

At the end of the day I have to face me
Looking at myself I hate what I see