It’s a good thing
We all left when we did
Or I’d of spilled the beans.
Blithering on
in my drunken state,
You’d of learned it all
How sad I am
That making love
is only history
A withered fool
whose only dreams
are memories
Of indiscretions,
shameful then,
but blissful now
Slurred words tumbling out
would’ve told of
My ‘non-conforming’ love,
So powerful
but misconstrued,
that when she said she loved me
I stumbled to the piano
singing “ thine is the kingdom,
and the power,
And the glory”
(Oh, thank you, thank you)
“For...ev..er! A..a...men!”
Thanking a God
Whose address I misplaced
with words I forgot (till then).
An abomination
Long suppressed by force of will
Might’ve stung your ears,
Thank God I kept
My mouth barely shut
But poised
To betray the little storm
Wreaking havoc in my *****
But not yet my demise
Had I gone on.
But, No.
Good sense prevailed.
Dignity still intact,
I gathered up this twisted history,
This love, this brokenness,
Like so many rags,
trailing on the ground,
And tottered to my car
My dignity’s unscathed.
Oh, it’s a good thing, I suppose,
But, next time, stick around.
One more gin and tonic and it’d be a permanent assignment of shame