He kisses my shoulder and works his lips up to my neck.
"Give me a goodnight kiss" he whispers into my ear.
I still remember how his hot breath grazed my skin.

Darkness.
I  fall into sleep.
Kisses, hesitant at first on my shoulder blade.
Then he works his way to my neck line.

Darkness.
I fall into sleep
Hands touching me,
Moving lower and lower...
Lips follow in pursuit.
Lower... until his lips touch mine.
Not the lips I drank the alcohol with,
But the ones that are never seen.

Darkness. Again.
Eyes shut, I feel him. Inside.
Short strokes 1...2...3...4...

Darkness. Paralysis.
Or maybe it was shock. It was unclear,
But what I knew for certain is that he was an intruder,
To whom I did not give the right of passage.
He stole from me. and even if he had wanted to,
It could not be returned. For how do you give back a choice.