You don’t understand me at all,
You say you understand me but all you’re doing is making assumptions and seeing what you want to see,
You say that I’m different from every other girl,
That I speak with a heart of gold that not even you could ever bare to hold.
But what’s worse is that I didn’t fight for you at all,
I didn’t try to get you back even though you pushed me away,
I didn’t text and communicate why I was acting that way,
Instead I stood there like a statue wasn’t taking anything serious because when I’m really interested in someone I seriously can’t find the words to talk.
When you told me why I don’t like to talk,
All I did was laugh under my breathe and waited for the conversation to pass but all I really needed to do was speak and yet,
I couldn’t even do that.
Confused you were.
Tight lipped, closed shut,
I felt no connection when I slept,
in your arms.
Why am I like this?
Why can’t I talk?
Why do I do this,
to this heart for only guys I genuinely  like?