Goodbye to all Farewell for now I’m sorry that I had to go To all the friends I left behind I’m really sorry I’m making you cry I know you loved me I loved you too But your love couldn’t erase my pain And Your love didn’t make me okay I wish that it had I wish it would have changed everything But it didn’t, it changed nothing Even with your love, I was still hurt Even with your love, I was still weak So I’ll say it again, one more time I’m sorry that I couldn’t stay alive I tried, oh God knows how I tried I tried to stay alive For you For my family Even for myself But I suppose I just wasn’t strong enough So goodbye to all I bid thee farewell Maybe one day, you’ll understand Why I went out by my own hand
I wrote this months ago; every time I read it I realize nothing has changed.