I was never really doing okay,
But i promise I'll make it today.
Wasn't ready for the break up,
Life loves to **** me up and make it all tough.
I'm laying there wishing I was just happy
I was happy when she agreed to be with me
Was happy when i wasn't blocked
Was happy when she said she could be with me
But she ain't happy
She's inscure to be with me
She wants to improve for me
But what for? I forgive and I'm ready
I'm always paranoid now
Don't know if I'll be able to be her priority or if I'll be worthy of her time
Will I ever be hers again?
It's driving me crazy not knowing
Why does it have to be the same? As in why do we gotta love the way we used to
Our feeling aren't goimg away
Why not love more?
But of course it's just easier to ignore
But why put ourselves through that?