Why is it hard sometimes, feeling so different and so capable yet your lips barely speak above a whisper. Where your spiraling eyes see through the disguises we play our lives behind. And yet you hang your head all the same, as if starlight wasn't shining from within it all. Your life, as broken shards of smiles trying. As voices clash and messages spiral out of sync like two blades spiting the screws that hold them tight. And rust they will, your eyes if closing them feels better. For a bitter taste settles on tongues that hope to dance yet barely dare to step beyond their teeth, they quiver. And these footsteps that find you lost amongst the promise of empty bottles you have found. I wish to hear them, your hidden breaths from under what slender cheeks you turn, to the ground. From what pages your lashes spark and spring from as the world whispers wonders in your ear. The trickling words that tickle you to smile.