And there's all this rage inside of me
All this pain and anger
I can't tell you how much there is  
You'll get scared
I held everything in from age 6 to now
All the pain and the heartbreak
People abused me and left me
People pulled me in and kicked me away
I've never been someone's first choice
I've never been someone's priority
It scares me when people get too close
It scares me when people ask me about myself
Because all I've ever known was helping others
All I've ever done was prioritizing everything above my own mental health
Even at the unit
Even in my therapy sessions
And I'm so done with it
I'm so done with breathing air for other people