do you ever finish doing something so you think about what to do next, but you're drawing blanks and you realize that there's nothing left to do? You sit there, and you're thinking of ways to pass time but nothing you want to do comes up. You feel done for the day but the day isn't over yet, and this sinking feeling erupts that makes you feel like you're doing something wrong, but it's ineffable, so you do the only thing you can: watch the clock, wait for the sky to turn dark, and then go to bed and sleep, because sleep brings tomorrow, and tomorrow is certain; tomorrow you have something to do again.