I feel so bad. All I ever do is complain to you. What am I to say to you when all I ever do is complain? I just want to joke with you but I can't when all I ever do is complain. I'm in pain. I want to tell you why but I can't even try. It's all a predicament I don't want to be in. And I don't want to be here. I don't want to be in pain. I don't want to complain. I want to be strong for you but how can that be done. It sounds so plain. Just be strong Lauren. Why must you complain? Did your mother teach you no better? Did your life fail you that hard? Lauren why don't you just stop this already? Stop complaining!