My life is a mess. Is it just mine? Or are there others suffering like me? **** this petty *******. I guess it doesn’t matter what I see. It’s something I have a hard time trying to conceive. Why does it always have to be about me? I’m sure I’m not the only way who mourns this way with no will to play. So why is life like a game? I’m slowly going insane. And I’m too weak to fathom the coming days. So why can’t I escape? I guess it’s where the masquerade and loop want me to stay. **** why can’t things just work out. Life isn’t a joke, there’s a reason for hope. I guess it’s only a matter of time till I choke. I just wish there were another way to make people see, that life could be better for everyone, and if I’m lucky maybe even me.